5 Day Spread

The past 5 days have been artistically productive and emotionally draining--a new song and a new slam piece.

This seems to be how my life works. Everything happens all at once, and I spend months trying to catch-up.

Things are changing, and I am not sure if it is a good thing. I am doing my best to keep it simple because it all seems so complicated.

That said, how do you simplify running program with no budget, first kisses wrapped in assurances that may only fall short, struggling friends who are too prideful to accept any sort of love, family wounds that may never heal, a 70 hour work week that you created for yourself because its easier to work than it is to deal with the fall outs of a shitty personal life, youth who can't see beyond the lies that society tells them, a church that doesn't really line-up with what they say, etc. etc. etc.

I don't know.

I suppose the best I can do is hold on to God for dear life.