I can't believe that it is already December. Just yesterday it was June. The obvious time disparity would explain why I am so damn tired.
I can barely believe that it has been nearly two years since I graduated from college. Evenmore I can barely believe that I have been living in Seattle for nearly six years. Six years is a long time. I thought for sure that I would be off galavating around the world by now. That was my dream. I suppse this gypsy found something/someone she loves more than adventure or maybe she has just found the adventure of a lifetime. RELATIONSHIP(s).
I am so disappointed about my trip to NYC...cancelled.
I am completely blown away by Mother's generosity...she bought me a plane ticket for later in the month. That is one of the nicest things she has ever done for me.
There are these two rocks on my desk from summer 2007. In the center of one is written the word "mana" aka "manu" meaning "what is this?" in Hebrew. The other "love". Make of it what you will. There is a sermon in there somewhere.
Sermon.
What am I going to talk about FUZE next Tuesday?
I was thinking...
The Real Birth Story---all the scandalous details...
Free writing sucks tonight. I have too many thoughts and not enough mental energy to make them coherent.
TOP THREE WORDS TODAY... "I WANT YOU"
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Ah, but gypsies can have relationships too - just ask Johnny Depp in Chocolat.
Want. Ah, what a word.
Want, desire, crave, need - these are all part of a primal human condition. I've often thought that these are to be squelched, that they are signs of weakness and depression.
It is only recently that I've engaged this primal beast, to verbalize the yearning.
I've found that the utterances help to tame the primal beast into something more manageable.
-priya
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